I'd like to Cancel My Subscription

He wants it out of his life 

Block it from his careful mind 

He sees things in a new light 

He knows that he's had enough...

The words that damage his soul

Create rust from his heart of gold 

But now this game's getting old 

Fin'ly he backs out cause he's done...

He doesn't want these daily reminders 

That tell him he's nothing but a failure

He's past the point of just moving on 

He wants the thoughts vanished, wants them gone 

He didn't sign up for this 

He didn't volunteer 

No one ever asked him 

If he liked to cry painful tears 

The creator keeps spamming his thoughts 
Tying his stomach up in knots 

"Welcome to the game that I'm play'n

"Yours Truly, Satan" 

It's hurting him every single day 

It's like the same song stuck on replay 

It pulls at his heart in every way 

And he wonders if he'll ever be enough...

For love
The one 
Christ's blood
For God...

Now he found a love that he can't ignore 
For years it's been knocking at his door 
It's from his Father, from his Lord 
He discovered something that was above... 

The lies
The hate
He cried 
Chose fate—
In the Savior's hands 
No empty promises, and... 

He's tired of the deception 
Of the enemy's contraptions 

When Satan sends a renewal invitation
He says "I'd like to cancel my subscription" 

~ ~ ~ 

The inspiration behind this poem came from the idea that God only gives us good thoughts, and we, as humans, tend to get a pretty large amount of negative thoughts in our lives. Those can only come from Satan. Like described in the poem, it's seriously like a subscription service that we didn't voluntarily sign up for, but yet Satan just keeps sending those thoughts in our direction. 

He'll use anything to get at you. He'll remind you of something hurtful that makes your heart break into pieces all over again. Does God want you to feel that? No, of course not. It's like a never ending subscription that the enemy sends you, forces it upon you, and kind of makes you accept it as truth when it's not. 

 You can push away the lies that Satan gives you and lean on God's truth. Always. I mean, Jesus already paid the price, why not receive? God's subscriptions—His words—are the best. ;) 

~The Inspired One