The Inspired One

Trigger Warning: needles, blood, passing out, dental work, spiders  Dizziness Loss of hearing Tunnel vision Resist the feeling BLACK OUT passed out... Needles and blood Wish for them to shut up My breathing feels heavy  And nothing feels steady BLACK OUT passed out... I've wished for this to go away  I'd pay a lot for it to one day Not sure if it will, as it probably won't I'll continue to pray, not in this alone Don't want to pass out  And end up on the ground I've been there before Don't want to meet the floor ...again My temp continues to rise I try not to feel like I'm gonna die So I desperately look for an escape  Repeat to myself "You're okay, you're okay..."  "You're okay, you're okay..." "It's all in your head," they all say I know... but that doesn't make it go away They think it's the typical childhood fear But they haven't dealt with it for twenty years  I've faced many fears ov...